Drouze

Saw the work of a guy who is about 4 years older than me *apparently* and he was drawing the way I want to doing what I wanna do and he might be applying to my course next year and when I saw this it really sparked something in me to strive further I wanna get 2 black books done next year so hopefully I can pull that off and pick up some new skills on the way. This really opened my eyes on how much time I wasted on games instead of drawing lol.....

today in Studio Dev Class we had a Critique many ideas were shared oppinions ect and it was good... Then it was my turn I talked about my work and why I do it yadda yaddaand the teacher threw these questions at me they were hard to answer even broke into a bit of a sweat rofl. I said I wanna reach new levels of skill and technique he questions "why?" i say for personal satisfaction it's not for others.. he says "maybe thats something ur telling urself". boy it was like 20 mins of death but upon that i had a mini-epiphany I thought when i make my "art" it is very pretentious and i need to break from that. He also suggested i should make "bad"

These days I'm working alot on ideas than anything else and it's hard to put those on paper haha